I've been crying all night
And I know I shouldn't Google the symptoms
But it hurts this time
Kinda thought that I could handle the distance
No, I can't sleep in hotel rooms
The camera roll impending doom
Terrestrial TV to heal the blues, you left an exit wound
And this city's fine, but I'm eternally unsatisfied
And if I shut my eyes
We're singing angels at karaoke on the most chaotic night
I can barely make you out in the artificial light
And if you try to ghost me and quit being in my life
Don't you dare, yeah
Don't you dare, yeah
I can tell you're online
But that's a dangerous road to go down
(Don't go there, don't go there, baby)
And I've been trying all night
But this particular wave, I'm struggling to ride
And where the hell did that childhood go?
It freaks me out how fast we grow
The more I see, the less I know
And this feels like the Truman Show
Everybody's up and left, and I can barely catch my breath
And when I shut my eyes
We're singing angels at karaoke on the most chaotic night
I can barely make you out in the artificial light
And if you try to ghost me, and quit being in my life
Don't you dare, don't you dare
Don't you dare
Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Don't you dare
Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Don't you dare
Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Don't you dare
Don't you dare, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
There's this SpongeBob line, which I always think of
And it's like this guy, who's really sad, and he goes
"I was born with, um, paper skin and bones made out of glass
Every day I wake up, and I shatter my ankles" or something like that
Like, he's really sad, I'll find it now
But that's how I feel at the