brutal

<[00:12.83]>I want it to be, like, messy
<[00:21.62]>I'm so insecure, I think
<[00:23.39]>That I'll die before I drink
<[00:25.35]>And I'm so caught up in the news
<[00:27.16]>Of who likes me and who hates you
<[00:29.07]>And I'm so tired that I might
<[00:30.98]>Quit my job, start a new life
<[00:32.95]>And they'd all be so disappointed
<[00:34.89]>'Cause who am I if not exploited?
<[00:36.89]>And I'm so sick of seventeen
<[00:38.82]>Where's my fucking teenage dream?
<[00:40.81]>If someone tells me one more time
<[00:42.71]>"Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry
<[00:44.64]>And I don't stick up for myself
<[00:46.59]>I'm anxious, and nothing can help
<[00:48.53]>And I wish I'd done this before
<[00:50.43]>And I wish people liked me more
<[00:52.46]>All I did was try my best
<[00:54.38]>This the kinda thanks I get?
<[00:56.32]>Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
<[01:00.10]>They say these are the golden years
<[01:02.04]>But I wish I could disappear
<[01:03.99]>Ego crush is so severe
<[01:05.95]>God, it's brutal out here
<[01:11.54]>(Yeah)
<[01:15.70]>I feel like no one wants me
<[01:17.57]>And I hate the way I'm perceived
<[01:19.53]>I only have two real friends
<[01:21.48]>And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
<[01:23.37]>'Cause I love people I don't like
<[01:25.21]>And I hate every song I write
<[01:27.20]>And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
<[01:29.23]>And I can't even parallel park
<[01:31.10]>All I did was try my best
<[01:33.07]>This the kinda thanks I get?
<[01:35.01]>Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
<[01:38.75]>They say these are the golden years
<[01:40.70]>But I wish I could disappear
<[01:42.59]>Ego crush is so severe
<[01:44.62]>God, it's brutal out here
<[01:50.01]>(Yeah)
<[01:51.42]>(Just havin' a really good time)
<[02:03.43]>Got a broken ego, broken heart
<[02:08.37]>(Yeah, it's brutal out here, yeah, it's brutal out here)
<[02:12.55]>And God, I don't even know where to start